I MADE IT GUYS OMFG I CAN’T BELIEVE IT BUT I MADE IT !!! I SNUCK OUT TO THE OCEAN !!!!! AT FUCKING 1AM !!!!!!!! EVERYTHING WAS PITCH BLACK & I WAS HIGHKEY TOO SCARED TO DO ANYTHIBV BUT I MADE IT !!! AND IM COMING BACK AGAIN TMR !!!!!!! LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOO !!!! it was so quiet & eerie & dark & i was absolutely terrified & almost didn’t find my way back home but im just proud that i did it. idk why but sneaking out feels so .. fun to me ? like im not even going outside to do anything nepharious but just the act absolutely fills me with joy & accomplishment as a wannabe rebellious teenage girl ☆彡 next mission is to sneakout from my house hehehhee >:D sadly i didn’t find no sea jellies or other ocean creatures washed up ashore tonight .. which is good for them, but i just wanna see these babies up close ! oh & i have an itty bitty little wound on my foot & the sand totally made it hurt 1000 times worse but .. TOTES WORTH IT !! NO REGRETS !!!!! today was kind of a test to see if i could even sneak out & reach the ocean & i lowk got scared & rushed back home but tomorrow im coming with bonbon & IM GONNA GO ALL-IN !! LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOO IM SO HAPPY !!!! IM SO EUPHORIC RN !!!!!!!!!! ok love u kisses byeeeee <3 btw i found a snail outside on our front porch on the way back :P as a snail mom im very giddy.