adulting checkpoint unlocked: going to the doctor alone (( i FORCED myself 😇)) even though i’m literally terrified u___u went because my right nose was acting like a faucet even im not had flu. the doctor ended up putting her long camera-on-a-stick contraption INSIDE my nose ((fuck that shit)). i literally told her "i'm scared..." and even though she said i could breathe through my mouth or nose, my panicked brain decided holding my breath was the only logical option 😇 literally fighting for my life in that chair fr.