just some context I am not a great writer, so this is just coming from me and me only. I have wrote some proud stuff in school but not as good as I would ever do on my own. Today I wanna answer a question I have came across... What Pain Have You Normalized? The pain that I have normalized is the pain of being alone. When I was younger I was surrounded by many adults that greatly taught me to stand up for myself and basic things as a young woman and I still use the basic skills to this day but one thing I had to learn on my own was the reality of aprt from family I had friends which were great, I had many in preschool, elementary but that changed as I got older, everyone started to drift away, I moved districts, cities so I didn't see those people anymore even to this day I haven't talked to those. When I got to middle school I was the new kid, there were people who liked being my friend and then there were people who thought I didn't belong. It was hard at 13 yrs old you found out the yr ur going into your 8th grade everyone's signing your yearbook, asking to hang out then completely ghost you the week after. And I graduated middle school I went to highschool thinking everyone was gonna change, grow up and all this time I didn't know what I did to not have those friends anymore. Now I'm in 3rd year wondering why I wasted time trying to find out why those people don't like me making big mistakes on the way with family issues and even body image, mental stress, homework piling up and almost failing two classes all awhile I ate at lunch all llll by myself while I saulk in misery. then figuring out being alone was the best thing that ever happened to me. Let me know if I should do more idek what I'm doing ooogiebooogieeeblopsoos