Idk how to start logging this, wish i have a transcript of my live reactions that ran through my head when i finished this book (or did it finished me). It's been so long that i felt resonated with a fictional character ㅡ mostly about Jet's concern about her view of life and some things that i wont elaborate here. I felt so attached to her character, really love how Holly wrote Jet, ttp i was bawling my eyes out reading the ending. As for the murder mystery whodunit part i wasn't really mulling over it too much bcs i was mourning everytime i read Jet's condition deteriorated as her investigation went. Well overall, did i enjoyed it? Fawk yes Was it emotional? For me fawk yes It was fun and yet depressing. Will i recommend this to people? Maybe; if you want the book to ruin you then fawk yes + Oh Billy my sweet Billy 😔😔😔