late update bcs i dont think i could express myself through words that day (i am overwhelmed<3) it feels weird and empty knowing that its their last group activitiy before enlistment.. (tho we still have more solo/unit activities after) maybe it is the parasocial in me but truly being with them for almost 11 years now and having to wait for them to come back as 13 shouldn't feel that hard bcs i kinda asked for it bcs i dont have to deal with everyone enlisting again and again and again but knowing that they didn't really have to enlist this soon but they do that anyway still makes me sad.. for all the.. weird scheduled and confusing unit/solo activities (cough verdi cough) idk man i am terrible at writing stuff but im sure I'll get through the hiatus (or just.. solo activities) I've been through this before but for now I'll just enjoy whatever stuff I'll get before the hello this is pledis announcement comes..🧘🏻‍♀️