sometimes when i’m being ‘too present’ while doing something, i think about how little of this world we ever (and may ever) get to experience, acknowledging how little time and how small a part i have ‘just to live’ makes me want to enjoy every part of what i have now and genuinely feel thankful for everything addition: my life feels quite expansive and surprisingly light lately, everything feels so perfect as it is now, like there’s nothing better than what i’m experiencing ‘right now’ i’m trying to build healthier, kinder, lighter, and genuinely closer relationships with my loved ones (family and friends), with zero attachment left, full focus on my path, deep awareness of my body’s signals, unconditional compassion for everyone, feeling unshakeably connected to the greatest one, not feeling desire or attraction toward anything, being more in touch with reality, and still having a subtle push to keep moving forward idk but somehow it feels like i’m in the in between seconds of the transition from spring to autumn, it’s super light and bright, but i know sooner or later it will change into something quieter and more stable i also love my relational side a lot, the season where i deeply and genuinely cherish being taken care of and openly caring about something, i didn’t expect it to feel this good to be this affectionate without any agenda lol, and i want to keep practicing it more wisely, i’ve planned a lot of new activities as containers to live in hahah and invite some people to live together within those containers to do gym, to do marathon, to “please help me track this”, to swim, to bake, to do skincare, to do haircare, to cook, to do my tasks, i love connecting and experiencing life together through something 🫶🏻🫶🏻 (thanks to myself for building this solid internal security at this age, so i can try to be more open and not feel threatened easily) intinya sih i really love and appreciate this season 🎂💗💗🥰