wait, im crying. i cant form any review im just crying. 🥲 best 36hours and 14min listen. if im in my right mind i might form my brain to TRANSMUTE some comments, such as tears. people say theres spice NOO THERES NO SPICE, WHATS IN HERE IS ROOOMANCE DARK ROMANCE tsk tsk tsk i see reviews about how Helena's character was kinda silence was not given a spot to shine because all of her efforts during the war, but as i have lived in the universe for 36 hours it feels as im reading through a side characters life, because that is a side characters, life full of sacrifices for the benefit of the main character but never get the glory. its a reminder that every person has its part to play, and to appreciate each person on their role because you never and will never know the sacrifices they make. I WILL SLEEP NOW 😃😃😃😃