Tonight I'm the saddest and darkest version I've seen from myself. My life seems pointless yet, I didn't want to break this streak of drawing. Therefore, I drew the simplest thing I could find. It doesn't look beautiful all but its purpose is not being beautiful. Its purpose is keeping the streak going on. I haven't eat anything since noon. I better stop this torture and eat something before going to bed. Whether I'm depressed or not, life is beautiful. Even at the moment that I don't feel joy, still, life is beautiful. Her nature won't change based on my feelings. Thank God. Generally I'm very optimistic person and have a happy nature but today was too heavy to digest.