back to school, back to chaos.

전체 공개 ・ 02.15

2026.02.15 (Sun)

I really needed to vent about how school is killing me. I'm so overwhelmed and I feel like there will never be enough time. I have to spend 9 hours a day at school, but I also have many other responsibilities besides that. How can anyone think I'll have all the time in the world to do more than one prep course OBVIOUSLY designed for people who ONLY DEDICATE THEMSELVES TO THE UNIVERSITY ENTRANCE EXAM?

I know it's not a matter of competitiveness to feel bad about being behind others in privileges. It's a historical issue. But what really hurts is when my mind forces me to feel that this, somehow, is my fault, a consequence of my decisions; even though I could list de cor e salteado socially everything that makes me feel this way.

02.15

tô assim esses dias