Doing nothing is my least favourite thing to do. I hate the silence it comes with and how my thoughts tend to swallow me whole once I stop doing anything. It's as if all the distractions around me pause and I have to face whatever internal cacophony wakes up. Kasi naman, pakiramdam ko na nagsasayang lang ako ng oras 'pag walang ginagawa. But I guess doing nothing changed things for me once I realized it's how I met you. I didn't realize it then, but we in fact did meet while doing nothing. We were both suspended in time within each other's space. That's funny and kind of ironic too. Existing and waiting in a shared orbit—all while doing nothing. And to think I noticed you instead of the thoughts crossing my mind. Pretty stupid of me coming up with a theory like this... It sounds overly sentimental too. But can you imagine it? The fact I found someone to love despite doing what I dread the most? You turned the silence I hated into a silence I'd soon yearn for. I hope to do that once again. I'd gladly forfeit a lifetime doing nothing if it means a lifetime doing nothing with you. An eternity of sitting in silence, kahit walang ginagawa, basta't kasama ka. "But there's nothing like doing nothing with you." - Bruno Major 10.17.26 - ms. kae