we are so back, babyyy —sun's out and I'm up, the stellium is transiting through my 4th and 5th houses and I am feeling only HALF of the joy I should be experiencing. I'm getting robbed of gratification but I know the end goal is not about what you get out of doing something but, how you feel and breathe through the process of creation, I need to appreciate and actually feel the expansion of the self and it's gonna be a journey and —I'm gonna get through that with this song; peak summertime and I'm watching the reds and the purples crawl over the sands at San Joaquin's beaches. I feel the wind move and my body follows with it—it's fantastic. I'm gonna run to the party, dance to the rhythm it gets harder.