My birthday is in 9 days (july 28) and I'm feeling so emotional rn (I'm actually crying because of a video I saw in tiktok, he's celebrating his birthday alone and bought a slice of cake for himself, even sang happy birthday and he became emotional). Why am I feeling emotional? I can't remember the last time someone sang me happy birthday, give me even a small gift, greet me happy birthday personally, greet me at exactly 12:00 even in messages (I do this to my friends and family), or even the last time a had a cake for me. I remembered when I went to my best friend's house to celebrate her birthday, She had a cake with her favorite color and flavor, she had gifts, she have her friends invited, everyone's wearing her fave color, she parents greeted her and even hug her. I'm so jealous but I mean nothing bad about her, I just simply want to experience that too... Well I don't want my parents to spend money on my birthday because I know there are more important things my parents needs to spend on. But even a hug would make my day, just a hug and I'll be happy. I pray for a hug, it's fine if i don't get to eat a cake or have gift, all I need is a hug, pleasee.