I got this idea from a show to be honest, i think it's cool to share your thoughts anonymously to the public or even to the Ai server that's reading codes. It's the first of the month and i feel okay, im excited to get my first car, to go out tomorrow by myself and just to live another day. Life has been interesting lately, very new and honestly unsettling. The unknown is so scary and growing up is just as scary. Everything is new from experiences, to people, to obstacles, to navigating relationships, to bills, everything is so overwhelming. Somtimes I think i'm over reacting and granted i might be but im just a 21 yr old girl i deserve to be dramatic you know. I feel things so deeply and im unable to shut it off so this is just my life now. I'm just trying to get my reigns and it's taking me awhile but little by little im getting there. Ughh pray for me - 🌙