hung out with the gang at a friend’s house today !! we made food, played card games, had a truth or dare session & did sooooooo many fun things together :D i love my friends sm ~ they fill me with such joy & happiness, i live for them <3 on the ride home, my mom picked me up & scolded me for going to that friend’s house. they were a friend she wasn’t too familiar with so she was worried i’d get raped & tortured & kidnapped & murdered. mom said some victim-blamey stuff too, which made me think. if i was a victim of these horrendous acts, would i tell her ? honestly, no. if i , she’ll yell at me again & blame me for everything that happened. i wouldn’t want to hurt more after such a horrible thing happened. she’s also starting me on chinese lessons 3 months ahead for school, told me “one month of summer is enough to hang around” & said that she’ll take away all me electronics & restrict me from friend hangouts to focus on studying. i feel very sad abt that. it already feels like summer is over, even though it’s just started. i don’t know what i’ll do when both of those things are taken away from me. i don’t want a repeat of last summer. also i did lotsa phone themes today hehehe .. love my new phone, esp liquid glass on ios 26.5 >< anyway, bye !! love u mwah xoxo ^^