I fear a lot happened in April and i still don't know how to interpret exactly. I lost my best friend of my college just because she started being male centered and all she used was an excuse of her being in her first relationship that is toxic. she used be with me all the time and now she was saying that I was being dramatic and there is actually another story to it why I stopped talking to her. but the thing is even though I told her I didn't like how she was behaving she blamed it all on her "situation" that is her relationship and didn't even understand what I was trying to say and she never apologised for speaking bad about me to others. it's honestly crazy how people change so quickly.