First time I've read this much reality type book. It hurts when things happen like this. Everyone says that Ryle was a abuser and all but noo everyone forgets that he also loved her a lot. Ik in first meeting, he begged her to do sex but yeah that was the special moments when he changed for her only her. And Atlas there love story was also good but she was minor that time. Well I love how Lily take risk for Atlas in childhood they both enjoyed and watching shows together. I feel like if Lily didn't come in relationship with other people's then I think in there won't be a this much chaos. And in the end I feel very bad for our author, she suffers a lot in her childhood and that's the reason she writes this book. Her mother is very strong because handling this much things I mean we can't imagine those things. Ryle and Atlas both were a perfect man, they both have problems like in Atlas he also abused by his father and Ryle has a trauma that he killed his brother because he didn't know that was a real gun. If Lily and Ryle they both heal their traumas then they'll never get separated. They Both treated Lily gently but Ryle after marriage he didn't remain what he was. Because she started fearing from him. Well ik I'm sad for this because he again lose his love one because of own decision. The book was really good I'm happy for Lily & Atlas but I'm sad for Ryle.