today I made my first real adult decision.. for some reason. I've been independent for a long time now, and I must say I'm pretty pragmatic and I know how to make decisions in an effective way. but for some reason, today, deciding it was best for me to stay at home instead of going out with the boy scouts, it felt really important. I have a great relationship with my mother and family, and usually I look for advice from my loving ones. nobody said anything about me going out this weekend and probably coming back worse than before. I've been really constipated and I felt like staying at home. when I told everyone my decision, all of them were happy even if they didn't say anything because they respect my choices. and I was too, knowing I'm a mature human and that I've a supportive community.