man.. i'm trying to cope so hard.. so hard that my mind's kinda losing it. it's so complicated that i've to distract myself with something. but nothing works other than my ACTUAL work. watched the listening party of epic, thought of making MOOORE paper stars, played among us but unfortunately, none distracted me from the shi i'm going through. i'm so cooked.. i'm so cooked. cooked is an understatement tbh. dang it. well work helps because it gets really busy. especially now, since 'em 29 students are having exams. so it's super busy, there's no time to sit down. so at least the brain is occupied with all the stress. but what will i do once i escape from the job.. ? i don't know. will college help? i might get distracted during study sessions, i know it. that's it. ps. the title doesn't match with the content right lol? that alone shows i'm losing it.