every once in a while, i will actually put on makeup, despite the fact that i work at a literal makeup store, but i digress because i don’t even be wearing makeup to work. lately, i go out just to show people im alive since ive been gone and will be gone again for more than two months and people might think ive died. my social hour place hasn’t been hitting for me and i don’t like that very much. i like having a place to just exist and laugh and smile while also being able to journal and do what i want without having to worry about disturbing others.