my frontal lobe is throbbing again lmaoooo. I’ve finally reached the point where I have the urge to be smart again, to push myself past comfort, and to grow. for the past like year and a half I’ve been in survival, no time for growth. just survive and take any time you can to rest and relax. now I think I’m ready to pass the threshold and work on myself and try to become the person I envision lol