I woke up plenty early, but I got basically zero done until like noon. the whole sitting in the sun thing doesn’t work. I worked, then I cried over a test…while the webcam was on. my sis has promised to help with my workload. I think my human relations class is bad for me, it gets me inside my head to the point that it exhausts me and I wind up hating myself. then I watched sis play Psychonauts 2. then we had dinner. then we walked, then we came home and I cried again because I feel depressed and like every day is the same and I have no energy to do anything I like anymore.