I think I got food poisoning from KFC ngl. I woke up to my 7 a.m alarm with an intense vertigo attack. My eyes were moving involuntarily to the right with so much violence and a nausea was building up in me. I proceeded to throw up some intestinal juices that I had in my pretty empty guts and spilled tears from my eyes as I gagged, staring at the toilet bowl that reeked of chemical products, making me feel even more nauseous. I stayed in my mum's bed. Even though I was still spinning and my nausea was still very much present, I ended up falling asleep for another 3 hours. I woke up to my mum reading beside me. It felt nice. It was warm. I dreamed of something that I can only recall fragmentally. I watched Ghost in bed and pined for a relationship (again). After it ended, my mum made me some breakfast consisting of a slab of bread with some cream cheese and a cup of black tea and had it in bed. I then proceeded to throw up said breakfast. Shame.. I was really hungry stillTT My mama stayed with me the entire day. I love her so much bru :( We went downstairs and i read some strange weather in Tokyo by Hiromi Kawakami (I recommend it honestly, don't let the age gap between the characters drive you away-not to say that im condoning it, but i see it more as a demonstration of human connection). I should've studied today. This is literally one of the most academically important years in my life and Im on the brink of my life super yippee. I've been struggling so much with my health in this past year. Hope i dont die🙂 Im going to make myself some chamomile tea now and get some work done for my coursework since i dont feel as nauseous. Gonna take a shower too before bed then go eepy. Going to ikea tomorrow. I miss going into the showrooms and smelling the place. Idk what it is abt ikea's distinct smell but i love it so much, its intoxicating. Goodnight/good morning/good day tho. hope its going well