Bought my first prom dress today (bagged her for so cheap too i cant believe it). I've had it hung on my wardrobe door since i came back a couple of hours ago and I can't stop staring at it. What a beauty. I can't believe I have something like this in my possession. Kind of feels like I'm experiencing a fragment of a universal female joy of having a new dress to admire for the first time. It doesn't feel too bad. What prickly feeling, though. Every time I see it i prickle with a subtle excitement. I also have a new notebook in my possession. She's really beautiful and chunky and open up so easily, ykwim? Ypu open the notebook and it just lays flat. i love notebooks like these. I cant wait to fill it up during the summer break. I should be doing some cleaning, but I've recently had a huge fixation on living in France, and more specifically (and typically) Paris. I know its quite cliche but idk. I've been drinking Paris life vlogs like they're water recently. Last year it was Berlin and this year it's Paris. I didn't expect myself to like it either honestly, but the more i see it, the more i want to be there, and the mkre i want to be there, the more i imagine myself living there, which has led me to scrolling on SeLoger for "cheaper" apartments there. GAHAHHH I NEED TO STUDY HOW DO I EXPECT MYSELF TO GET THERE IF I DONT STUDY. Gonna go now 😔 Fare the well