It's been very confusing for me this past few weeks. I just feel like I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Any move, any action just feels like swimming in a endless sea of trials. I see the people around me thriving, the people around me gething what I want easily and I have to work five times as hard to get a piece of that. After high school, I left my guardians to my real family because they werevery toxic. I lived my life cloaked in depression and anxieties when I was with them. So I left. It was on of the biggest steps in my life. When I came back home, the financial struggles of my family were still there. (That was why I had to go and live with my guardians in the first place) I've finished high-school but I can't go to Uni cause no money, I see my friends online posting about their lives their schools and life on campus. And I want some of that. I try to get a job but working in Ghana is like working in a Sahara desert. The little I try to save all goes into helping my family. I'm so tired, I just feel like giving up.