heto na nga, the surgery started, and una nilang ginawa is tinakpan nila yung mata ko because of the bright light and all i can think about is bat gising ako, at start na ba lmao?????? im pretty sure that i was conscious the whole operation, and i can even feel the pain somehow. i also saw glimpses of whats happening kasi i can peak a little. after the operation, my doctor didnt even need to wake me up kasi mulat na mulat ako, and pinakita niya saken yung mass na nakuha, and ngl mukhang tocino!!!! 😭 after the operation, they transferred me to the recovery room with other patients na tapos na operahan, and again, at this point, takang taka na naman ako kasi yung mga tao sa paligid ko were all groggy, hilong hilo, throwing up, speaking in slow mo, etc., and im just there, like, assessing whats happening and sensed that magtatagal ako dun, so i decided to sleep, or nakatulog ako, idk. but then i woke up, and hindi pa rin nila ako binabalik sa room, and i was growing impatient, so di na ko nakatiis, tinanong ko na kelan babalik sa room. tapos the nurse just asked me if nagagalaw ko na both legs ko, and im like yes po, pero sa isip isip ko, even right after the operation, i had no problem moving my body. anyway, hinintay ko nalang maikyat me. edi naikyat na ako, tapos ok naman. taena, mas bothered pa ko na bat parang walang epekto yung anesthesia kesa surgery itself, but dont get me wrong, it hurts like hell, but im still so confused bat alive na alive ako lol. so di na naman ako nakatiis, pota, i asked the resident who checked on me if na-anesthesia ba ako haha. pota na parang pinagdudahan ko pa sila, im sorry 😭😭😭 natawa yung resident, sabi niya agad, "oo nga maam, kwento nga ni doc, mulat na mulat ka raw," and im like yes, thank you for validating my concern. i really thought im losing my mind hahaha. usually daw yung iba nakakatulog, humihilik pa lol. baka daw nilabanan ko lol, promise hindi po eme. after all that, i was able to rest finally and ended the day with watching some romcoms at syempre amnesia girl on top!!!! also bring back romcom toni. 😭 im just glad that the operation is a success without any complications, TYL!!!! ladies, take care of ur productive health, and if u feel like somethings off, pls go get it checked!!!!