i deactivated my ig accounts i don't know what's going on my head rn i even changed my genshin display name 😭 the feeling of escaping somewhere far and erasing my whole self is so strong. like i need a reset button or restoration. i feel overwhelmed by all these changes and everything that i thought was in my control are slipping through my fingers. i feel like i'm losing a verison of me that i hold so dear, i need to let it go to have growth, but somehow it's just so sad