The first thing I wanted to do when I woke up today was to sleep. But I went through the demands of the day, eventually crashing in the noon. The work thing is okay for now too. I'm still out of the loop, but things don't seem too dire. I don't think, that I think much nowadays. I watch dramas, read books, and perhaps somewhere I might get a thought. But I haven't really dug my teeth into anything because all my energy goes into work. I honestly don't want to think about anything else either. The past feels too far away, and the future dependent on today. But, ironically I have already outgrown present. So, I'm trying my best to arrive in a time where I can belong. And sadly rn it means working to have enough meals and sleep to reach that time. So everything is work and I work. Unrelated, but my forhead looked good to me today when I opened camera to click a picture of coffee.