this song still playing for the 1939106th time this week idk i think it’s just the fitting soundtrack for the weather where it’s too hot for spring n too cold for summer n ur still wearing a layer anyway cs as soon as the night comes its breezy for some reason anyway i’ve just been thinking a lot about how ive outgrown of interpreting this song’s lyrics as someone’s lover coming back to them and that is something to unpack for sure maybe its just the thought of, holy shit possibilities and realities comes with a constant of change but idk idk i lost my train of thought what im tryna say is, lately i feel like the days are long cs im doing the same shit just different days, but when i look back, the years are fr so damn short… and i think im in the middle of coming to terms that i am coming back to my own self, albeit all the things that ive left.. separation always sucks, but i needed that in order to meet “me” again. and the way its not even the concept of my “old” self or doing my things the “old” way, but it is just the core of who i “am” and meeting it again after such a long time, is so healing. and omg how much i’ve missed my own self this feels so weird to say, but when u listen to this song u will get it i didn’t even realize it until i kept replaying this song like a mantra “i see you come back to me you are my pain, divine” ok #psychosis time ig