this day was fun but im in college so this is also busy szn for me and i can’t enjoy my day to its full potential. unlike when i was in elementary bcz my birthday always fell on summer break (before the tri-sem era). anyway, cheers to 20yrs of living— i never actually thought id reach this age when i was a tween. it seemed so far-fetch. but here we are, feeling weary bcz responsibilities are getting bigger and im still as broke as my young self (altho, id argue im STILL YOUNG, I CAN STILL DO MORE AND IT’S NOT YET TOO LATE). damnz i yapped again but that’s all. minor life updates: - i’m seeing a psychiatrist (wanted to go to a therapist but philippines sucks as shit when it comes to mental health so there’s nunna dat in my city) since around feb (?) and i don’t think it’s working. the meds are somewhat helping tho. - was diagnosed with depression wahahaha - i reconnected wid my dad… like we’re talking again but im emotionally detached from him - im probably failing this sem again and i might forever stay as a first year cuz fuck yupi (jk i love free tuition but sorry to dissapoint u taxpayers 🙏) - might dropout and work instead if i fail the sem— which is scary as fuck in a filo household cuz you’d be judged to no end. college degree is so damn important to them but the president is not even a college graduate LOVE THE FUCKING IRONY 😭😭😭😭🖕🖕🖕🖕 thaz all. see u next yr i guess? oh. and my premium sub to this app is almost ending, can someone let me in pls— jk i hope u get the ethan/croodles reference— can someone donate pls EME 😂😂😂