oh wow. oh wow. oh shit. oh wow. why am i theodore finch. anyways, as i said in my record about the movie (which i need to rewatch after finally finishing the book) i read this over the span of..... 6 months or more? I read like the first 100 pages and then i put it down for 3-4 months and then i picked it up again. i often do this with my books unfortunately. but i had decided to put on a routine that i'd read for at least 45 minutes before id head to bed so i finally got the chance to pick this up again and FINISH IT🙏🙏 400 pages of pure crying. just like the movie 🥰🥰 i have been on both sides, i have been switching back and forth between theodore and violet. I KNOW at my core that i AM theodore but the person i am becoming now is more like violet. anyways i ugly cried until the end pls this was very hard mentally because i kinda saw my fate in there.