whenever im scared for the future and of the past, i would always listen to this song and find soooo much comfort and reassurance in it… jerd is truly my comfort singer, not be tryna parasocial but she literally think how i think and i guess that’s beautiful
at one of her interviews for the release of this album she mentioned that she wrote this track bcs she loved to play squash as a child… she found the repetition of hitting the ball and letting it bounce back from the wall very fascinating and it becomes her metaphor of life of some sorts
sometimes in life we might hit the wall, pretty hard at times, but just like the game of squash, we can bounce back