those past weeks have been hard. I'm confused, I don't know what to do.. I'm satisfied with the life I have right now but I can't stop thinking about how I'm spending my time and most of all if I'm doing it in the right way. I don't know what I want to do, I love many things. but at the same time I don't want to waste my time becoming another casualty of society (cit.) my mind is blurred right now. the new moon, the Aries stellium.. everything is pretty hard right now. I did a tarot spread today and I'd like to analyze it better. there are a lot of things I can't understand, yet. it's late and I should go to sleep, tomorrow I have a full day. and the only thing I want to do is stay at home in silence.