it's 5 fricking am and I'm gettin ready to go driving this has been happening for a few months now and it's irritating i hate driving my parents forced me to do this I just can't maybe i can drive 🚗 but 🛵? never man I can't balance it!!!!!!! I'm such a loser I've fallen down, made a lot of mistakes so I asked the driving school if I could quit bike and just learn car he scolded me and made me practice bike i was on the verge of tears when I finally made an 8 I came home and cried my eyes out today is for car i have to leave in 20 mins it's so freezing cold man I hate getting up at this time I have to do this shit tomorrow and the following day as well I have my driving trial on the 10th I'm not that good or anything 😔 pray for me to do good in the trial guys I'm finding it hard now to wake up at 5 that's what I'm gonna have to do in 20 days lectures would start at 8 but I have to stand in line to use the bathroom in my hostel, get food in canteen god knows how much I'm gonna suffer I just hate my life to bits