Why are hospitals so freaking depressing. I mean i get it but the second you step in a hospital the mood just changes. For someone who tried avoiding hospitals their entire life and then had to basically live in one for more than a year. I low-key started to hear the beeping in my sleep. Got confused if beeping is a good sign or a bad sign. what concerns me everytime I go .. the oncology department is crowded like it's a bake sale. Since when did cancer get so common?