it's just - it made me cry and uncomfortable and made me wanna punch the screen and it made me laugh my ass off and mostly it made realize how good the lighting and the camera was coz just wow .. but that aside it's just so much for my brain and heart to process and the brilliant writers (I am totally confused abt what I am writing but this is how it made me feel all throughout) and I feel like I know what is happening more than I did last time I watched it and I proud to say that thank fuck I don't relate to any of these characters in this series just a lil bit of rue becoz trust me if I had the money I'd be her. also I'd do anything to be lexi's play like make me flower pot, just give me a role. cannot wait for season 3 I just hope it doesn't disappoint and I fucking hate Cassie and Sydney sweeney she needs to go like fuck off the show. and ik everyone's saying that they are not the teenager who wanna escape life anymore and season 3 is coming out but I feel like I am still that ..that numb teenager who cannot feel anything..did I not grow up? or am I just refusing to, well atp even if I wanted to grow up certain someones may not be able to handle it.