genuinely PEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAK. idk why it took me so long to get into anime, but I’m SO GLAD that I did. idk how to explain the love and admiration I have for this bro like serious why is it so good 🤤i only have 10 episodes left and im lwk about to binge watch them instead of doing homework. so sad that L dies after the fact that he was SO CLOSE, but also i was rooting for light at the same time 😭. ive already seen so many spoilers for this show so i already know Light and Misa die and im not handling it too well 😭anyway soosososso excited!!⭐️

it’s been a while since I’ve done an entry. first off, I feel better. things are finally getting good and people are moving on. i started watch death note and im seriously addicted 🤩im on episode 27 and let me tell you this anime literally has me making a whole new personality for myself 😭. idk im on light’s and L’s side at th same time, like i like how light is going after all the criminals, but also I want L to catch kira and he was SO CLOSE 😔💔. other than that i dyed my hair red but it didn’t really do much more than a WEAK little tint 😔. all good though, its still cute :> the other one of these past weeks was eid and i finally got my hands on some more henna. u alr know i went all out and FREEHANDED an entire tiger on my left leg. guys it looks so tuff when i wear shorts istg 🥹. it’s fading a little bit but that’s alright cuz imma definitely get a real one once im 18 🤞. lwk I wanna paint this same tiger on my door so plotting on that rn. i also started playing brawl stars and let me tell you it is SO addicting to play. i have a 68 day streak bro… 😭. I finally have one prestige and am so close to a second one!! also went to Yosemite the other day, really pretty. started trail biking again and I finally feel alive. slowly training my wavy/curly hair cuz I wanna have LUSCIOUS curls with no FRIZZ 🙏🙏. anyway good rant after a while, I’m going to try to log on more and yap!!⭐️

look, I watched the movies first and was like wowowowow this is cringe but I like it, its funny and comforting. so then I thought yk what? im gonna read the book because, come on, we all know the books are better than the movies…. well I may have found an exception 😭. genuinely one of the cringiest books I’ve ever let my eyes look at 💔. idk maybe it’s cuz I’m not into romance genres but still the whole “omg I’m so small and clumsy 🥺” thing bella had going on physically made me close the book and rip out my hair… like I get that she was also like that in the movies, but it was bareable unlike in the book. kinda sad I didn’t like it cuz I wanted to read the whole series :(

i used to be insanely obsessed with this song, over played it, got tired of it, stopped listening to it, heard it today and fell in love with it all over again 😍100% recommend, PLEASE LISTEN TO IT

genuinely one of the best freaking books I’ve EVER read. 100000/10 trust. it’s literally heartbreaking everytime I read it. 1000000% recommend this book but please make sure you have tissues near you 😭. watched the movie too and it was just as sad. please it’s been years and I still think about this book please please read it🥹

started watching this today. so far it’s rlly good! the art style is so good and the animation is so smooth! love the plot though I’m only on episode 3😅. im new to watching anime so I thought this would be a good place to start. any anime recommendations are much appreciated 😭

went to my friends iftar party tonight. it was so fun, I finally got to catch up with her on life 🥹. genuinely one of the best nights I’ve had in a while cuz she’s someone I can talk to about literally ANYTHINGG! anyway one of her friends is like a pro henna designer and I asked her for this pattern off of Pinterest and this girl replicated it so well I was so impressed!! also the henna they used was so pigmented, I hope it lasts a while!!

today I wanted to get some practice on drawing hands + perspective. i definitely need to spend more time on hands but i feel like im improving pretty well! I did the perspective drawings with no guidelines so i think it’s definitely time to learn those too 😭(my little sister scribbled on the skateboarder one 😔)

idk how to explain the feeling I get from listening to this song.. it’s just such so good and I’m so happy I’m not deaf, though at the volume I listen to this song at I might be soon…WORTH IT THO 🤘🤘ngl I would recommend this song to anyone!!

i just made another Lego car to add to my collection. it’s a Ferrari sf90 and it pairs perfectly with my Ferrari f40. I like the aesthetic of th Ferrari f40 better. I added it to my little Lego car shelf! I hope to have the chance to add more later on ⭐️ which do you like better?

I found a snake on the ground. it was sososososo cute and small 🥹I held it as I went on a walk with my family making sure to show him the flowers. btw his names squirt. it was hard to say goodbye to squirt but I released him in my backyard so I he’ll be there.

pt 2 of my presentation post btw. yesterday I got to present my cardiac presentation in front of my class. so before I presented you already know I had to have my hype music on to gaslight myself into believing it wasn’t that bad, shoutout to Limp Bizkit for feeding into my delusions cuz when I got up to present I was PUMPED 💪💪. the first 2-3 minutes were pretty nerve racking cuz my voice and hands were totally shaking like crazy, but after my heart calmed down I finally presented with full confidence. believe it or not but i pronounced every word perfectly and answered my teachers questions to th tee. genuinely so proud of myself cuz this was the first time I was every really confident in presenting. after it was over my friend was so supportive, she said I did great which made me feel even better! overall 10/10 experience and I can proudly say I can replay the presentation in my head without cringing at something stupid I’d said or did which is a BIG WINN! oh and she graded it and I got FULL POINTSS WOO 🔥🔥

cute apple nail designn. came out pretty good, I love them!

i don’t know why but forcing myself to practice is SUCH a drag, but once I actually pick up the violin and play I’m instantly in my zone. so why is it that I know I’ll get into my zone but I still don’t practice everyday??? well anyway, today I practiced the song Merry Go Round of Life for my upcoming recital. it’s sounding pretty good, I just need to get the tempo down. I’m also learning a traditional song called soultabe ghalbha for my aunt. I’m planning to surprise her and play this song for her at her wedding soon!! i better hurry and fine tune the song cuz her wedding could be any month now!! overall practice 10/10! pray I keep my practicing streak up 🤞🤞

was craving these SO BADD! definitely my favorite dessert ever 😋. got these at Safeway but I prefer the ones at Sprouts better.

OMG GUYS IDK WHO HERE IS A STROKES FAN BUT I JS GOTTA EMAIL THAT THEY ARE HAVING A CONCERT IN SAN FRANCISCO!! thats only a couple hours from where I live in i pray to GODDD that i get to go! I’ll have to see those ticket prices tho 💔either way IM SO EXCITEDD I WANNA SEE JULIANNN

I’m so sick right now, I think I’ve the flu 🤒. but I never stop the art grind 💪! here are a few digital art pieces I’ve done recently

rip king. I love this song sm, it’s on repeat 24/7

I’ve recently gotten into painting on larger canvas because I was inspired by my uncle. it took me 2 days and one crash out to finish this painting. I think it’s decent, it being my first one. I hope I grow and get better at this 💪💪

I’m really interested in cardiology. I have to create a presentation explaining basic information about a cardiologist. seems easy right..? well the worst part is that I have to present it infront of the class 💔. it has to be 2-3 minutes and I’m so nervous. how do I get over this fear of presenting. IM COOKED 😭🙏my whole face literally turns red when I have to present. my heart beats so fast that my words come out shaky. WHAT DO I DOOOO 💔💔💔💔