guys it’s freaking fall. idc once i start seeing those leaves turn any other color but green i know it’s fall. i’m so pumped, finally the weather is cooling down and i can go outside without feeling like a slow cooked rotisserie chicken. my outfits r gonna be so peak i promise. all summer i was basically dressed like adam sandler, but this fall bro yall don’t even know. i’m gonna smell like pumpkin spice and i just know my mental state is gonna get better. i just wanna freaking bake my heart away and read and be cozy. i wanna do my schoolwork with my fall playlist playing. speaking of fall playlist i need to make a new one cuz last years music taste is so different from this year. def gonna have to add cigarettes after sex, elliott smith, the cranberries, and james ivy. i’ll be sure to add some outfits on here to prove they’re better than my summer ones. one thing i hope for this fall is comfort. hopefully the cozy feelig of blankets and sweaters will mask the feeling of a hug 🤗. anyway my main goal is to finish crocheting this sweater ive been working on since LAST summer 😭. also wanna learn to knit so i can make myself of SWEATERRSS😍😍😍😍😍. (don’t mind the second pics dirty ahh mirror 😭)

the symbolism in this song 🤌

FAH YEAHHH 🤘i unironically listen to this song EVERYDAY. its insane how i can visualize the entire Death Note intro by just listening to this. it’s genuinely hype music, i love ts. NIGHTMARE also has other rlly good songs, but, of course, the Death Note intro always has my heart. Speaking of DN i made a whole ahh playlist of the entire soundtrack cuz it’s such good grind music. need to focus?? just listen to the soundtrack, i feel like Light, just taking a potato chip and eating it while studying.

my tuff cousin got a death note poster from LA and when i mentioned i love death note HE GAVE IT TO ME 🥹 FAHH I HAVE THE BEST COUSIN. i can genuinely see all FIVE of my husbands on there 🤤🤤 i haven’t put it up yet but im debating where to put it and if i should take it out of its cover or not. prob not gonna remove the plastic cover cuz i wanna use double sided tape to add it to my wall but i dont wanna damage the poster. so peak that i got to spent the rest of the day with my cousin before he had to head back to his dorm.

guysguysguysguys u have no idea how long ive been wanting this ikea bear. got my chance today any made my dad take me there and i didnt tell him the reason why i wanted to go loll 😭. so we walk thru all the furniture and decor and he’s like ??? none of these?? and when we finally get to the children’s side bro starts laughing and says “bruh” 😭😭🙏. i was originally gonna get the small version but then i snapped out of my delusion and bought myself the big boy. i love him SO much. he gives the best hugs. taking any name recommendations right now cuz he deserves a name. something that sounds nice and warm yk? anyway he’s huge and i’m taking him everywhere with me now :))

do i really need to even to say anything…

so guess who bought themselves the full death note mangas?? ME YEAH UR RIGHT it was a whole operation tryna buy these books without my parents knowing cuz they lwk think it’s demonic and don’t want me watching it but TOO LATE. full story: so i gave my cousin 100 bucks to buy it off amazon for me and have his mom drop it off to my house whenever she came over. at first i was skeptical cuz i don’t rlly trust them too well but i was blinded by the fact of how badly i wanted these books. anyway i gave it to him and automatically his mom was like “im busy rn ill order it tmrw” which is like ok fine but it take 2 seconds to order smth from amazon?? fast forward TWO DAYS and i text him and ask if he can tell me what day the books will arrive at his house and he says his mom hasn’t ordered them yet. this kinda made me worry cuz i gave my guy 100 bucks of hard earned CASH so why are we not hurrying the ordering process 😓. then like two hours later he texts and says he doesn’t wanna buy it anymore cuz he doesn’t want him or his mom to cause any issues with my parents since they already don’t like the show. i was lwk disappointed and i said it’s all good i understand ill come by and get my money back tmrw and YK WHAT THIS KID DOES??? he goes no actually it’s ok ill buy it cuz i promised u i would so i gotta follow thru 😑 ok bud we’re we not js backing out two seconds ago?? fast forward next day i FINALLY get my moneh back and play if off by saying i was js gonna save it. lwk went to my aunts house, gave her the money, she bought it right there in front of me, and it arrived at my house a couple days later. u best believe i snatched that box from the delivery guy and ran straight upstairs to open my box of treasure. it’s in a pretty good hiding spot rn but i haven’t even gotten the chance to reeeeaaaallly look at the whole set cuz my parents r ALWAYS lurking around 😭. so excited to read it and hopefully my parents don’t get mad when they find out cuz i REALLYREALLYREALLY wanna take them out of my hiding spot and display them on my shelf 😔😔😔😔😔. sorry for the whole essay but i had to get it out😭

PEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKKKK!! i lwk binge watched this show it only took my like a week to finish 🥹i will always love psychological thrillers so much 🔥. the dynamic of johan was so well thought out like i would’ve never expected the plot twists. Mr. Grimmer was king rip my man 😔💔. Dr. Tenma was genuinely locked in tryna prove his innocence for like NINE YEARS 😭 and then they found him innocent and apologized 💔💔💔 pls imma need a lil more than that. inspector Lunge was so delusional it killed me 😭. again, rlly good no filler anime that has me yearning to watch it all over. ps: dr tenma js kept getting finer and FINER throughout the show 🤤🤤

amazing music shop! had every artist u could imagine. so many cool posters and pins and records and cds and everything. wish i could’ve gotten a red hot chili peppers or ramones poster but oh well. they also had a naruto and jojo poster that i was lwk abt to buy. super cool place 10/10

went on the walk of fame in LA. only went in search of my favorite bands/people. saw so many cool things while walking including a michael jackson impersonator who sang nicely. also so many rando shops 😭. there was this AMAZING music shop that ran back for days!! they had so many band tees and posters and records and cds it was a fever dream! another 10/10 experience

so we came to LA and my dad found a halal dumping restaurant. at first i was skeptical cuz usually halal restaurants r sketchy but this place was so pretty and modern. the food was INSANE it was hard to believe that everything was halal 🤩 it was my first time eating dumplings and my GOD it was so good. we had soup dumplings, beef buns, chicken dumplings, spring rolls, honey walnut shrimp, and choco dumplings. everything was 10/10 and it was so peak. i’d come back to LA just to eat there again!!

my friends grad party is next week and as her friends we’ve decided to each write her a letter then hand them all to her on the day of her party! it’s a rlly cute idea and i had sm fun making it. ik she’s rlly into the coquette aesthetic so i tried to stay on that theme as i made it. added a cute little song called We Are Gonna Be Friends by The White Stripes that i js know is gonna melt her heart! also did some moolah origami in the shape of a cap and gown SO CUTEE. i hope she likes it!! ⭐️

we went peach picking at a ranch the other day and came back with like 20 million peaches. now that i’m finally on break i decided to take baking back up and make smth new!! ive never made peach cobbler before so i decided to give it a shot. 10/10 came out SO GOOD and everyone loved itt 💪💪 istg these peaches tasted heavenly, so sweet and juicy mixed with the brown sugar and cinnamon, and baked with the yummiest dough, topped with ice cream, practically making my mouth water all over again 😋still have a bunch more peaches so i wonder what i should make next 🙌

song of the summer 10000% unpopular opinion warning ⚠️ sublime cover is better than the lana og version… WHAT WHO SAID THAT this songs so fire and so summer vibes🏖️

so i may have found a place where i could’ve watched the movie 😬. now i 100% do not support leaking movies and i genuinely feel SO BAD for the animators that spent their time and entertainment to create such an absolute PEAK movie. lwk was barely paying attention to the actual plot cuz of how FINE everyone was. god zamn they did Aang so good 😭. my husband zuko looked mighty fine and he def did not get enough screen time. i loved the artstyle SMMM and how they incorporated anime styles within the characters expressions. 1000/10 bro ive alr watched it twice.

for almost 2 months now I’ve been begging my parents to let my cut my hair short. it was around mid back length and it was just too much for me. everyday I had it up in a bun or claw clip and it literally sucked. my dad didn’t want me to cut it because he thought my long hair was nice, but there was just waaay too much hair and I needed to cut it. so I pulled up Pinterest and found some of the cutest hair cut inspo everr! went to the salon and the hairdresser did it awesome!!! now it’s short like neck length and I’ve never felt better. my dad actually likes it a lot too!! super happy with how it came out cuz long hair definitely isn’t for me.

rewatching the whole series before the new movie PROPERLY comes out!! this was one of my very first shows I’ve ever watched and it’s so nostalgic going back and seeing everything again 🥹. peakest peak show ever and I’m SO PUMPED for the movie bro. I’ve seen so many edits with my husband Zuko and let’s js say…I cannot wait to watch it 😛!!