preparations for the National Assembly + gala night opening complete!!

Pretty mundane day at uni except that the Anatomy faculty decided to be absolutely idiots. They forbid any electronic devices (especially phones and tablets) during our micro- and macroanatomy classes... JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE FROM THE INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS POSTED TO SNAPCHAT ONE OF OUR CADAVERS?!?! And now we have to suffer for it as well 🙃 On the brighter side, we got accepted for the exchange program to China! I will be in dermatology this summer so that sounds interesting! I'm so excited!!

latin has taken over my soul (the pancakes were incredible)

exam season is just around the corner and chemistry is the bane of my existence

our uni cat we named Lyutenitsa (a traditional bulgarian tomato paste dip) sat on lap of my friend and not in mine... otherwise, we tried the new strawberry menu from happy and it was fantastic 😋

had to endure the most boring and not useful at all subject in all of history - biostatistics (idk how I'm going to pass the exam 🙃). went to a café to prepare for the next chemistry exam (idk how i will memorize all of these compounds) but at least the sunset was pretty

today I took the micro- and macroanatomy exam and got disappointing results (23/30) and I studied all week??? tell me why the fuck were the microanatomy pictures so pixalated??? "what is shown on the picture?", IDK MAYBE FUCKING PINK AND PURPLE PIXELS?? I'm starting to feel as if I'm the problem and I won't finish med school... tomorrow I have chemistry exam and I feel so unprepared even though I have studied the past few days for it...

i can finally breathe without another exam back-to-back. the next one is next week (it's latin, so im cooked 🙃) but at least i have time to prepare. also, im finally finished with chemistry exams (not until the final...) and in true fashion me and my friends went to a café to have brunch and play darts and pool right before the chemistry exam. also, i just started gachiakuta and the art is soo good. i haven't watched anime in sooo long so it's good to be hooked again.

i DO NOT support eurovision and Israel but my country is finally participating and we are represented by my favorite bulgarian singer so I just have to show my support to her (AND DARA ATE THEM UP, ABSOLUTE BANGARANGA) otherwise, today was a pretty chill day with one latin class and one EXTRA BORING biophysics lecture

tomorrow is the pre-latin exam and i have gone through 8+ hours of doing anti cards juts today 💀💀 and i haven't even finished studying all the material yet but i have no more energy, probably won't get a high score but oh well... the real exam is at the end of june so at least i will be more prepared them

I DID IT! I PASSED MY LATIN EXAM!! Endless headaches are now behind me (not until next week for the next exam 😭) Otherwise, went out to treat ourselves with friends to some coffee and döners and finally watched devil wears prada 2!!

tomorrow we have biostatistics (the most useless subject) exam and my friend came over to study together until 2 am 💔 I don't think we will do great but oh well... at least, I had my musaka

finished the exam... i think I failed 🤡 (at least the view from the exam room was pretty), BUT ATLEAST I came home early, made myself an iced late and played on my computer (haven't done that in months...)

today was the last class with our physics and biophysics lab assistant and since she warmed up to our heart so much this year we decided to make her a small gift of bouquet, wine, and chocolate bonbons. she somehow make physics and biophysics fun and entertaining. we will miss her so much! <3

and the beginning of exam season 😭😭 gave a bouquet for our latin teacher and she liked them very much came back to my home city and every time i ride the bus, I'm amazed at the beautiful views also, i was greeted with a double rainbow when i came back home!

exam season is officially upon us 😭😭 also, found this silly pen that looks like a syringe that my mom gave me

at least i had the most delicious pancakes with chocolate and strawberries and the sunset was really pretty

studying chemistry for my exam literally next week DURING PRIDE MONTH?! 🤨 I just know im going to abuse this phrase this month

my brother nagged me to try focustown and its really cute. if anyone wants to add me to study together my referral code is: DRYKUC

I feel like all of my updates look the same lately 😭 also, wtf is wrong with this weather! it's so unpredictable and random... today was so humid and suddenly it started pouring hard and then the rain turned into a hail thunderstorm?! and it was gone in an hour and a half 🙃

I haven't made an entry in a few days since I am not at my best... yesterday was the first part (written) of my chemistry exam and it consistent of two tests: stop test (multiple choice questions) and if you get at least 21/35 you continue to the second test (essay questions) consisting of 8 questions that you have to give explanations on everything. all together nerves wracking and hard since both are done on the computer. don't ask me how we write the chemical compounds on keyboards; it's all a shitshow. tomorrow is my spoken exam and I still don't know if I passed my written part. they tell you in front of everyone if you will be continuing to the spoken part. and to be quite frank, I don't know if I'll even pass since the way they grade is a complete mystery. students say that you need to have at least 70% to have a passing grade (basically a D...) I'm pretty sure I'll have to retake this fucking exam next month (a day before I fly off to fucking China...) or last chance during September. I'm just so disappointed since I've spent SO MUCH time preparing and for the chemistry department to play with the students.

okay, wild turn of events I actually passed my chemistry exam?! although, the professor still managed to belittle me 🤡 she said i would be struggling with biochemistry next year. (un)kindly fuck her and the whole chemistry department ❤️🫶

biology is next on the chopping exam. im sick and tired of studying but at least this one is a bit more interesting

I've not updated this in over a week due to mental health issues... This past week I've felt more than lost and exhausted with life. I failed my biology exam last Tuesday due to not knowing the classification of organisms (pretty easy and I've learnt inlt last in 5th grade, not in university...) and all the latin name of parasites... And the examiner didn't even question me on any of the topics of Immunology and General Biology. I have to retake the same exam in September. Today was my Biophysics exam and again it was hectic. A person from my group was caught cheating in the stop-test part and they told us that the whole group would be in trouble because of him. He got a fucking B (because the examiner didn't realize he was the one who cheated) while I got a C... And of course with my fucking luck he questioned me quite basic topics but twisted the questions to a point no one understood me. Everyone else from my year got a same treatment. All to say, this month has been quite difficult on my mental health but at least it's over for now (except the Biology in September) and I can finally enjoy my summer and the medical exchange to China.