TW: INSECTS I want to scream and cry (granted, I did scream), because I had just taken out my contacts and I have like -7.00 nearsightetness + astigmatism. In plain words, I don’t see shit!! I see wobbles of colors against colors. I was getting my bed ready for sleep, and I have a bedspread on. Upon pulling this bedspread off it reveals my white bed sheet and a small black-colored dot. I ofc assume this is a tiny ball of thread from my clothes, and so I pick up this ball WITH CHEST. YALL! IT WAS NOT THREAD! What made me realize? Thread doesn’t crunch when you squeeze it a bit😊😊 I realize THAT THIS IS AN INSECT AND I YEET THAT MF BACK ON MY BED while screaming and being lowkey in denial. I continue to stand there for a hot minute, procrastinating putting on my glasses bc then I have to see EXACTLY what disgusting thing I squeezed with my fingers. And indeed it was disgusting, cuz it was A NASTY ASS SPIDER!!!!!!!🤢 I still have chills down my spine. Why do spiders have to be so scary and disgusting?😭😭 I don’t acc WANT to hate them this much lmao