arghhh im so lazy to review for my finals. im gunna pretend tomorrow dont exist and watch some more spn eps 🤭

i had this really cute interaction with an incoming first year from my uni habang pauwi ako kanina. she asked me kung saan yung sakayan because it was her first time commuting on her own daw, and since madadaanan ko rin naman, i offered to walk with her there. we ended up having a small conversation about the program she chose and other little things, and i don’t know, it was just really nice ── made me reflect how lost and scared i used to feel too (at that time), especially when i had to start figuring things out on my own. and now, somehow, i’ve gotten more comfortable exploring places by myself and doing things i used to be terrified of. it felt strangely comforting seeing a younger version of myself in someone else for a moment. anyway, i really hope college life treats her kindly !! („• ֊ •„)੭

like isang beses lang talaga niya kami kinita ngayong sem tas nagparamdam lang siya nung nanghihingi ng bayad sa dodgeball kuno pero 2 months na hinihingi ng class rep namin yung receipt hindi pa rin napapakita. kasi supposedly ipapakita niya yung receipt sa finals namin (which is kahapon and dapat kahapon din gagamitin yung nabiling dodgeballs) tapos ang dami niyang excuses kaya hindi kami nakakapag-klase - namatayan daw siya (okay valid naman to, naawa pa kami) -nasa probinsiya daw siya para asikasuhin yung anak niyang special child - nasira daw laptop niya tapos kahapon 2 hrs 30 minutes kami nag hintay sakaniya (≖_≖ ) ayun pala na-snatch-an daw ng cellphone sa market jusko po????? irerefund naman daw yung pera pero 2nd or 3rd week pa ng june pero bakla sa baba talaga nagsisimula yung pagiging kurakot no? 👀

not song related but— i always get annoyed at how my mom still treats me and my older brother like we’re little kids sometimes (╥﹏╥) but then i thought of my younger cousins and realize they’ve all somehow grown up too. it feels so weird seeing them think for themselves now and have actual opinions when i still remember taking care of them when they were younger and barely had any common sense yet and somehow they all ended up taller than me too??? like when did that even happen?? (• ᴖ •｡ ) idk how to explain it properly but it’s such a weird feeling seeing people you once looked after slowly become their own person right in front of you (i still instinctively see them as little kids) aannndd this is where i kinda understand my mom !!

i was reading GOTH and noticed something. i've read a fair share of japanese novels by now,(mostly thrillers or horror so maybe its why) but a lot of these novels i've read tend to leave the protagonist/narrator unnamed for a surprisingly long time. doesn't matter if it's first person or third person, sometimes you don't get a name until halfway through the book, near the end, or not at all. there's something oddly fascinating about spending hundreds of pages inside someone's head and still not completely understanding who they are (my annihilation messed w my head so bad btw)

it stopped working and its so hot rn.... ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡

i had to check my flo app because fym im tearing up over a tiktok of a little boy saying he doesn't like lightning mcqueen anymore (,,•᷄﹏‎•᷅,,) and then it cuts to all these clips of him growing up with his mcqueen toys. THATS SO SADDDDD ( " . .)

i'm so mad at myself because i don't have the guts to dnf books. so instead i put myself through the slow torture of finishing them all the way to the end 😩😩😩

sometimes i think about the guy who dedicated this song to me. he was so sure of us, and i just wasn't ߹𖥦߹