life-changing book, sumpah ini bagus banget. this masterpiece needs to be written in history, put in the museum, and told to all people around the world. i expect a lot since many people said that it is good, turns out it actually very good, makasih orang-orang rekomen ini ke aku, never i regret my decision to read this. the dynamic suit my taste, untuk penulisannya aku agak bingung sih di awal-awal karena aku tuh baru dalam perdanmeian pas baca ini (you all cause trauma to a newbie). for my newbie self then, there are too much going on the plot so i dropped this for about a year. after i picked it up again and finished it, aku actually nyesel udah drop karena sebagus itu. ceritanya tipe aku banget walaupun agak bingung ngikutin plotnya. the angst is angst-ing, my type of angst cause i love to hurt myself. i cried myself dry reading this novel. solid 5 stars