yon ganteng + this song

my favorite line from this song: 1. to love me is to suffer me: this is exactly what i feel about myself everytime someone knocks the door to my heart because i always feel like i didn’t deserve anything related to ‘love’ cause it’s a strange thing to me. and that’s why i never let anyone to come in again because in my perspective, if you love me then you have to watch me suffering from this love itself…. i’m so sorry

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i still remember the first time i listened to this song and it was a life-changing likeeee omg ilysm mother ethel pls keep making a good crash-out song <3 (ps. i cry everytime i hear this)

the vibe of this song always make me feel safe and warm, it’s like i’m being hugged after a storm came. and my favorite part is “keep me as your finish line” oh how i wish someone would say that to me :p

and after all, you’re my wonderwall

sediiiiih bgt gak tau kenapa wkwkwk i’m feeling so overwhelmed bahkan tadi abis prokeran aku nangis diem-diem sampe ketiduran T____T aaaa i hate this feelings so much bcs i feel like a miserable person who’s overreacting over the smallest things :( mau pulaaaaang :( abis itu tadi abis vc sama temen aku dan disitu aku kyk mau NANGIS bgt tapi gak bisa karena ada kelompokku…. huhuhuhhhu sediiiiih maaf ya lebay

looove this song sooo muuuuch :[ the way it represents “i will find you in every lifetime” huhuhuhu #meandwho anyway last day of pride month #everyonedeservesunshine 🩷

:D sesuai judul

pengen neriakin lagu ini di konser (ajakin aku PLEASE)

congratulations on your solo debut <3 i miss you so much, kakak

kapan ya aku jatuh cinta lagi….. i miss the feelings huhuhuhuhubuhuhu (tp takut jg lolllll)

maybe we could fix things back then

:] good morning

whatever happens, please don’t call me again

MASTERPIECE. BANGER. PEAK AFTER PEAK. WHAT A SINGER AND WRITER YOU ARE, ETHEL CAIN. (crashing out in my room while this song is playing) guuuuys i don’t think y’all understand how much i LOVE this song like i’m not even playing i want this song injected to my veins and i still want more BCSSSSS i just LOVE it SO MUCH ?????? kayak every lyrics tuh wow bgt…. and the way she sings it ????? JAW DROPPED . bahkan 15 menit pun kerasa 3 menit di gw karena emang gw sesuka itu pls paham……… yaudah gt aja kapan-kapan gw breakdown my top 3 lyrics from this song ya

God loves you but not enough to save you hits me to the ground bcszzsssdssssaassasss gw kayak ditampar bolak-balik seribu kali hahahahahahaha if it’s meant to be, then it will be okay gw nangis lagi i’m so sorry fuck my stupid life 1. God loves you but not enough to save you: literally HITTING me so HARDSDSDDDD like wdym that line is exist…. oh what a writer you are mother ethel (heart eyes) anyway, i believe that we used to or still is in that phase where we have that complex relationship with our religion… and that’s okay. you’ll figure it out. we’ll figure it our together and it will be okay in the end of the day. please remember, God loves you ;) 2. if it’s meant to be, then it will be: exactly !!! Tuhan nggak pernah salah dalam memberi rezeki soooooo pls don’t give uuupppp guuuuysss hahahaha nulis gini seakan-akan gak abis nulis suicid#l notes :]

ni juga gw naksir kayak KAPAN SIH GW GAK NAKSIR 5SOS

ya mungkin emg gw sesuka itu sm lagu-lagunya ethel cain karena yaaaaa EMANG BAGUS WOI DENGERIN MAKANYA

lu nggak akan paham seberapa sukanya gw sama lagu ini kayak EVERY BED IS COLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT EVERYWHERE I GO MY SKIN IS CRAWLING WHAT IF I CAN’T CLOSE MY EYES WITHOUT YOU IN MY HEAD

HIIII lagi-lagi preacher’s daughter karena gw emang gak bosen dan GAK AKAN pernah bosen ok thanks btw this is likeee a song for your first love everrrrr hahahahahaha sediiiiih tp OKELAH emg kapan lagunya ethel cain gak sedih (sudah terbiasa) (sakitin gw terus pls)

how i feel rn