time to continue my painting and lock into one of my fave barbie movie 🎀🎨 ((it's barbie christmas carol on the background anyway :3))

​A day in my life edition ✨ Cinema after work with boyfie (virtual style since we’re long distance u___u). we pulled up to toy story 5 and it absolutely cleared. it got kinda tragic near the end though... the part where jessie finds out about—OOPS SORRY NO SPOILER ZONE HERE 🌀 bf loved it too, said it made him super nostalgic about his childhood toys 😭 overall such a comforting movie 💖🎬

adulting checkpoint unlocked: going to the doctor alone (( i FORCED myself 😇)) even though i’m literally terrified u___u went because my right nose was acting like a faucet even im not had flu. the doctor ended up putting her long camera-on-a-stick contraption INSIDE my nose ((fuck that shit)). i literally told her "i'm scared..." and even though she said i could breathe through my mouth or nose, my panicked brain decided holding my breath was the only logical option 😇 literally fighting for my life in that chair fr.

decided to stop bed rotting ((been a while since i lost my spark for almost everything i used to like)). i went to CP cuz thats the closest mall from my place 😅😅 went to my fave restaurant, anywayysss they actually serve pretty good food, i can say the 'hidden gem' since not many people go there to have lunch or dinner (IDK WHY... maybe since it's not a famous restaurant) but YOU GUYS must go to Beatrice Quarters, at least once in your life u____u and i bought a blind box ((yeah of course... and it's the kuromi edition........)) cant hold myself from having something cute in the form of KUROMI huhu loml. OKAY I HAVENT OPENED IT YET.. maybe before i go to bed.. idk im quite happy today... besides going to CP, i continued my painting!! im starting to get back my spark... i was like empty for a month. i am trying to live fully like before :]]

finally weekend!! grabbed my brush to continue working on this piece... seriously can only find the energy for this only on weekends, because weekdays absolutely drain me 😭🎨

finally the painting is done!!! it took me 3 weeks because i only worked on it during weekends u__u AND WHY ARE THE PATTERNS SO SMALL LIKE DAMNNNN rip to my myopic eyes. i was literally holding a flashlight up to the canvas just to survive. half the time i was just guessing the colors and brushed on any color that made sense because HOW WAS I SUPPOSEd to see numbers that small and blurry?? 😭 but okAYY, it's finally finished (seems like i finished myself too) anyways, I still have another 30x40cm canvas left, and yep, the pattern size is just as small as this one 😊😊

​today i had a site visit to bandung to survey the location for a new project (my 9999th project— just kidding!!! like i need a 5-year nap PLEASE). it was a whole 3-hour drive from jkt to bandung. did the survey for 2 hours, had lunch for an hour, and then commuted another 3 hours back home. i’m so tired my ass is literally crying from sitting in that car for 6 hours straight. i ​met up with the fit-out team to talk about construction && interior. my civil and electrical engineers pulled up too, so we were all discussing, measuring, checking the BQ and the drawing draft. after all that was wrapped up, i finally lunch and went back to jkt. honestly the only green flag today was that there was no traffic. what an exhausting day helPPP 🤕🤕🤕

trying out a new hobby!! 📓✨ seriously, work has been so exhausting and draining these past few months... i was lowkey feeling so DOWNNN and anxious every single day. i've been planning to see a psychologist but honestly hadn't built up the courage yet, so i looked for other way to manage my stress 😩 after seeing journaling all over my fyp, i decided to give it a shot—and i'm so glad i did!! journaling has literally saved my mental health after months of intense work burnout. buying the journal, decorating the pages, and unboxing all the stationery aesthetics has been such a mood booster 🌟🎀✨️ it genuinely makes me feel so relaxed and happy to just create and collect pretty things ^____^

​i went to pasar bunga rawa belong this morning and it was literally flower heaven 😭 flowers everywhere!! they have basically everything u need for a bouquet + they do wrapping services too. ​anywayysss i secured lily, sunflower, white rose, baby breath, and caspea for only 160k total!! the sellers outside/at the back are way cheaper than the indoor booths, but u really gotta hunt and check them 1 by 1 😩😩 i found one seller that charging 70k for 5 sunflowers, but after did sunflowers hunt, i finally got 10 for 35k!! the flowers weren't massive but idc it’s so worth it. then the indoor roses were like 50k for a bouquet (around 10-15 stems), but i found 10 stems for 25k out back and they’re still so pretty HEHEE YEEEY :DDD ​the lily was 50k tho u___u i tried to haggle but the seller stood their ground lmao. it’s fine tho since it came with 5 stems. overall a massive win. the flowers are still buds—not blooming yet! i bought them like that so they'll last way longer in my room hehe. i also got baby breath and caspea, and i managed to haggle them both down to 50k total (honestly still kind of expensive for me huhu). but i'm still sooo happy i got my fave flowers YEY 🌼🌺

update on the rawa belong flowers yippeee yeay :D ACTUALLY i left my vase at home and haven't bought a new one here yet... so i had to improvise and use my empty aqua and soju bottles as vases 😭😩 i arranged them and honestly? they lowkey look pretty good :D also the red lily is literally starting to bloom as i'm typing this hueuehe 🌸✨

Work has been driving me crazy and the workload this week was insane 😫 I decided to go out yesterday, treat myself to my favorite food, and buy a few cute things to lift my spirits 🥳🧤

Summarize my journal entry for this week 🗂📚