mmmm well studying IS fun and def a privilege sometimes it's a pain sometimes it's fun but you gotta stay consistent I mean I've been enjoying studying lately suspiciously too much but I guess that's a good thing!

I pulled an all nighter, I have an exam at 4pm, I'm feeling tired and sad, and my body hurrtsss and I don't even feel human the irony of studying medicine and preaching for people to care about their sleep since it directly influences both physical and mental health and yet neglecting your own😵‍💫 sometimes life feels weird... just like that the only thing I'm looking forward to today is eating sushi after my exam IN BED (yes, as messy as that sounds) and watching detective conan I need this for my mental health #mental #health

man, it seriously feels like every month that goes by I get a new "update" that changes how I think or act. i guess this is the beautiful part about being in your early 20's. my latest update is making me more detached from people, despite craving the connections, and it's making me work harder for my dreams which isn't something I'm complaining about! my field of choice is my passion, and even if the road to get there is long, I know I'll make it. it's still a battle to find a balance between my personal life and my student life, and it surely affects my mental health. there are many things that I'd like changed to have a better mental health... like close connections of real friends, a fixed bedtime, at least 6 hours of sleep, pre-made meals, new furniture and for my skin to get fixed. one day I'll get there!