Tonight I'm the saddest and darkest version I've seen from myself. My life seems pointless yet, I didn't want to break this streak of drawing. Therefore, I drew the simplest thing I could find. It doesn't look beautiful all but its purpose is not being beautiful. Its purpose is keeping the streak going on. I haven't eat anything since noon. I better stop this torture and eat something before going to bed. Whether I'm depressed or not, life is beautiful. Even at the moment that I don't feel joy, still, life is beautiful. Her nature won't change based on my feelings. Thank God. Generally I'm very optimistic person and have a happy nature but today was too heavy to digest.

𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 🤭

𓂃𖡼.*ﾟ‎ཐི༑ཋྀ ⋆

𝙏𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙨 🤏

𝙇𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙩𝙘𝙝 ᕕ😄ᕗ

𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 😬

𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙩. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 "𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙬 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨. 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙭𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙩. 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣." 𝙉𝙤𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙩 ˚ ༘ 🍰 ⋆｡˚ ☕︎

𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙. 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 ˙ . ꒷🎃. 𖦹˙—

𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙗𝙤𝙭 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚 😂 𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮. "𝙈𝙚𝙡𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙗𝙤𝙭"

My pen was dying 😆

I've decided to get back to drawing and painting after almost 6 years of not doing it. So I'm gonna draw one little thing every day just to build the habit. Here's the tiny mushroom for the first day. I'm thinking of sharing my old drawings and paintings. Still not sure about it.