I'm trying my best to rest a bit during these late spring hot days, but I really find myself unable to do so at the fullest. I'm not really relaxing, I use my phone too much and even if I'm reading papers and gathering informations I really feel the device controlling me. The future is a bit... unclear. PhD's people and thoughts, academic rules (which I don't want to follow), and more personal stuff are affecting my way of reasoning and I really am realizing it now. I even got back to idolyzing some stuff and people to escape reality and that's not what I want to do. I'm going to try my best. After all, is the only thing I can do.

We were supposed to melt under the sun while walking in some random town, but then they proposed to drive towards their mountain place, where time slow down. Sometimes I feel really happy, and that day was one of those times.

:3

Today we went to an exhibition about Sandokan! (rawr!) It was really done well but the tickets were a but overpriced imo

Oh god this hurts in my meow meow

The fact that I have this album's cassette in my car radio is making me listening to this song again and again. Am I complaining? Hell no

Rewatching scrubs reminded me that life starts again at 26

First day at the office, learning braille

I didn't really expected anything, but it was interesting. My girlfriend and I went to this big books exhibition (with free tickets!) and I really got overwhelmed by the amount of people and the amount of... uninteresting books! I think I'm in a downstair for reading and this is really bothering me, but I realized it so I guess it's fine, and everything will get better.

My friend randomly got another friend to take some pics and these are the results, I didn't even know their plan but luckily I was wearing my trench so I ended up kinda cool.

I drove to visit one of the best friend of mine, we spent the lunch together and then we hung out with another friend of hers. We went to Villa Borromeo's park and I saw a lot of little fellas going around! Her friend also brought her camera because she wanted to take some pics as an exercise and I might've got a free photoshoot lol.

I spent the morning and the afternoon with my girlfriend, we just chilled, talked, watched a crime serie. Then I went to my favourite pub to hang out with one of my oldest friend. It was really nice seeing him! I was being worried about him for quite some time and it felt really good seeing him getting better. We drank a cider and we played yu-gi-oh, just like old timed

Some issues here and there but solid

Anyway, here I am. I waited 7 years for this moment. The first two years spent coding during the day and reading about mythology, history and stories during my nights at the desk. It feels a bit odd, even weird. Songs from Scrubs play in the background. I know they would've been proud of me, they who wanted to be here on this day. I feel so lucky to share my life with all of the persons I met in the last 7 years.

Me and my girlfriend went to a celtic festival and it really gave me such good vibes. There wasn't an entry fee and I saw some artisan I met the first time I went there, two years ago. I did some wood carving and my girlfriend did a workshop with archery and another one with fencing at a re-enactors tent! They really knew their stuff and I appreciated the fact that they had papers and drawings of real prehistoric findings, I even got to play a karnyx! I wanted to stay there for the evening and see the Beltane Fire but we were kinda both tired for the day and we went home earlier than I thought.

I sure like to style this trench

My girlfriend and I had a really good time there. We went to a concert where the son of our some-favoutite songwriter sung his father's songs, and it really was something else. I took a lot of vids and I really understood his path into his father's legacy. The concert took place in a volleyball stadium(?) and the seats were not really comfy, but whatever.

A bit bummed today. I manage to delete a lot of things. Most of my blogs, most of my social media accounts, and other stuff. I tried to put outside things in order to fix up my thoughts, but it's not really working. After all that, impostor syndrome also went going like a lawn mower. funny enough.

One of my favs