I wonder who my future lover will be. I just finished watching a Japanese film, and I've been thinking about it a lot. I wonder who he will be. Will he be kind? Will he be handsome? Is he smart? Is he just like me, or is he the opposite? I'm excited to devote myself to that someone—someone I'll grow old with. I bet being with him would be one of the best feelings in the world. I'd want to do all kinds of things with him. Read a book with him quietly, or maybe watch him play his favorite sports. I'd learn how to cook for him and follow the recipes carefully so that he gets to eat his favorite meals. Maybe we could eat together, too, while watching our favorite movies. I'd also like to listen to him if he talks all day, just being with him and supporting him in everything he needs. I'd want to cuddle him and give him the attention he deserves. I'd do anything for him. I want this man to be worthy, the one who deserves to be pampered like this. But, of course, I'll have to be worth it too. I'll be myself in a way that makes me deserving of a man like him. I'll work on myself and improve as I wait for him. [06.11.26] - ms. kae (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠) note: this is a piece I wrote back in 2024 🥹 I was in 10th grade back then.