I have had a week and a half to munch about my supervisor ranting personally on me for no apparent reason. Now it's fine(?) I guess, but I don't really care that much. It shattered the last bit of innocence I had in my body, but I won't let this make me cynical or an asshole, I just felt 'out of my own', and it's better this way. I'm trying my best to be kind, to meet people, to make friends and new collegues.