⚠️ this will be a rant. really wanted to ugly cry but i couldn't. i would've felt embarrassed bcs i watched this with him around late september/early october last year. he was the one suggesting to watch this movie and even said, "but maybe you'll relate more to this film, since you're the one who's closer to your grandparents between the two of us." and yeah i spent half the movie crying silently though i couldn't hold back my sobs several times😭 after the movie was over, i still couldn't say anything (MY VOICE WOULD CRACK) and he finally broke the silence, "you okay, may?" GODDAMN I WASN'T OKAY but we still talked about the movie afterwards (idc about my voice anymore)