The only guy that I’ve ever seriously liked has moved across the country. For 15+ years I didn’t once get the courage to actually ask him out or make any type of initiative. I don’t want to be in a relationship that I can’t take long term. I don’t want to be in a relationship that my parents don’t approve of. I don’t want to be in a relationship that I need to hide. It was the perfect circumstance. And now he’s away living life. Will I lose feelings for this man? Probably not. sighhhhhhh. I just have to keep it pushing :/